Its really amazing how God knows everything... I know God will never forsake me for it's written in the Bible... But sometimes, I'm still human... I can't help feeling like, maybe, just maybe, He's forgotten bout this daughter of His... Maybe, I've slipped his mind for a while... Sometimes, He's just so quiet..........
Went for lunch with Deline and Chris after gym today... What an awesome decision... It resulted in risking my life on the ride of my life... Ok, maybe I am exaggerating a bit... It wasn't that bad after all... Quite fun... But since it was only Chris' third time driving, well, needless to say, there WERE some heart-stopping moments... The best 'scene' was when a school bus came from the opposite direction and he just stopped the car and the 3 of us just shut our eyes and half scream half laugh, waiting for the bus to pass us... HILARIOUS... We then went to pick Alan up... Now, his driving ain't bad at all... Except maybe just need some getting used to the manual gear... Overall, it was hell of a ride in the afternoon... And I enjoyed myself... =)
Rammed my car this morning... Had to pay the fella RM 100 as compensation...
One of the craziest gym nights I've ever experienced... Last night.. I'm really wondering whether we actually went mad just for that one hour last night... Me and the girls were really having the time of our lives joking and laughing... Think we were actually the noisiest group there... Deline and me with our crazy imaginations, Lay Fen with the rendition idea of 'Only You'... Poor Angie and Cynthia stuck with us at the table... My goodness, it was such a funny night... And having Chris hop in every few minutes flinging his sweat EVERYWHERE around is not making it any better... We were pretty off our mind last night... BUT, nevertheless, we had a great time...
Topics covered were, 'I Know You Want Me', 'protein drink', oh oh only you, flood, sexy butt, pink hello kitty towel, steam room, female Hong Kong singer.. Seriously, it maybe surprising but all these topic does link... haha... By the time we hit the shower, we were all pretty much off the hook.. haha...
Unfortunately, at night, I couldn't sleep very well... Didn't get much sleeping done as a matter of fact... Was coughing really badly... Gonna buy cough mixture so that I can have a good sleep tonight...
Pretty sure everyone's had a crush on someone before... That certain feeling of affection for a certain someone... The feeling you get when they look or talk or have their attention on you... The fluttering of butterflies in your stomach, the feeling of excitement that makes you wanna jump up and down, the joy when they smile at you, etc etc....... Funny thing a crush is, isn't it... And it certainly is not limited by age...
A crush on someone appears as suddenly as it will disappears... All it takes is for that certain someone to smile, make a comment or even react in a certain way, and suddenly, you just develop the crush on them... You really can't put your finger as to what exactly did it, but in a flash of a second, that someone became your crush... And for the duration of the 'crushing period' (as long or as short as it could be), whatever that certain someone does or say, most of your attention will be on them... Not to mention that any slight attention from them towards you will send you rocketing to cloud 9... But then, one fine day, as suddenly as it appears... Poof! It disappears...
A crush is not love... It should not be mistaken for falling in love with someone... You can have a crush on a person you barely know, but you will only learn to love that person when you truly know him... Though, in my opinion, having a crush once in a while is not a bad thing... It sorta sends you back to your teenage years when you get all giddy if a guy winks at you... haha.. Once in a while its kinda refreshing for the soul... Not to mention, adding some spice and excitement into a mundane, routine, grown up life... =)
Love,
Angel
It's amazing how God takes care of the little things in our lives... Was driving to work this morning when I turned the corner during yellow lights and there they stood, in their uniforms, by their bikes... Policemen... One of them waved me to the side and ask me to wind down the window... I knew I did nothing wrong, turning when the traffic lights was yellow... It wasn't red yet... But when the 'man in the uniform' asked me "Tau apa salah?", I knew they were gonna pin me for running the red lights...
And seriously, even if u know for sure it was yellow lights, if they say it's red lights, there's nothing you can do bout it... They hold the damn power... But I went along with it and answered him "Tak tahu.." cause I really dunno what I did wrong.. I mean, driving through yellow lights is not against the law... Only if its red lights then you've gone against the law... Anyway, he asked for my license and ask again "Tak tau apa salah ke?"... And again I answered while handing my license to him, "Tak tahu..."... Thought I was a goner for sure... Gonna get summoned for something I didn't do wrong... Just a split second of difference from yellow lights to red lights and from not breaking the law to breaking the law...
But God is good... He saved the day... Before the 'man in the uniform' could even barely glanced my license, a bike behind me ran the red lights and he stopped the bike... Returned me my license and waved me away..... I mean, how great could God be...... He never fails to amaze me.... Praise God ~!!!!!!!
Fun~! Cool~! Loud~! Amazing~! Eerrmmm... awkward~! hahaa... Went for the launch at Gurney plaza... It is actually a launch + charity dance 'party'... haha... Did the Jam and Combat launch... The only downside was, the Jam and Combat launch was 2 hours apart.. So I was stuck at Gurney for 2 hours in my exercise attire... First time EVER~!!!!!!!!!! The awkward part.... lets c... the whole thing was carried out in PUBLIC~!!!!!! It was freaking crazy... look up and every floor there were people looking down and watching.. 'Wonderful' experience... haha... Anyway, was at Gurney from 12.00pm till 6.00pm...
Then I went back to Gurney for a movie and dinner at 7.30pm till 10.30pm... Meaning, yesterday, I spent 10 hours in Gurney... Its a record ~!
Really looking forward to tomorrow... Well, technically, today, since its past 12.00am already... It's been ages since I really last hangout with my friends... Just chilling out and having fun... Life lately has been pretty stagnant.. Work, uni discuss Masters, gym... Don't get me wrong.. I still love gym... But I've been feeling my life has kinda really been a routine... Sometimes, you can just get sick of it... =)
So anyway, it's the Raya weekend, meaning LOOOOONG weekend holiday ~!!!!!!!! Hui's back from Singapore and the gals are gonna go chilling later today at Gurney!!! We haven't decide whether it would be Secret Recipe, Coffee Bean or Starbucks.. I personally wish we could go somewhere with free wifi... Miss bringing my lappie out and surf the net at places like that...
Will be hitting gym at 11.30am for Jam, followed by Line Dance then Combat... Expecting an awesome time at gym actually.. haha... The it's straight to Gurney to meet my peeps... And goodness knows how long we'll be hanging out there.. =) Feels good to be catching up with old pals... Can't wait~!
Was watching Hannah Montana : The Movie this afternoon and this song somehow caught my attention.. Lovely melody... Quite country-ish... Went and checked the lyrics online and fell in love with it immediately.. Simple lyrics, simple but powerful ~!
Considering the fact that my favourite colour is white and also feedbacks from cousins and friends that black kinda make the whole blog look somewhat 'darker', I decided to go 180 degrees around and to put the background bright sparkling white.. Testing to see whether white gives it a chic new look... Surprising myself, it does~! Much as I love the black background, it gives the blog an edge, I also love the sparkling brightness the white background provides... And it looks chic... haha.. So currently still undecided... Gonna leave the white background around and see how I 'feel' bout it in a few days... If no further changes, means I prefer the white to the black, and vice versa.. hehe.. =)
Graduation's done... Now is stepping into my next phase in life... But what IS my next phase in life... Work? Masters? As a matter of fact, both is in the picture... It's already been decided, I'll be doing my Masters first then only I'll start working.. But in the meantime, while doing Masters, I'll most probably be working some part time job...
Few years ago, if you ask me what I wanted to work as, I'd have answered Engineer... When I was in my high school, ask me what I wanna be and it'd be Lawyer... The thing is, now, if I'm ask, what is it that I really like to do... It'd either be dancing or photography... Don't get me wrong, I'd still want to be an Engineer in a multinational company cause it pays bloody well BUT its definately not my passion...
Through the years of growing up, I've always known what I wanna be when somebody asked me the question - it's either an Engineer or a Lawyer, nothing else... But I've come to realize recently that those were dreams planted by our family, friends, society... Dreams and visions provided by those around us... Even the education system in the country promotes all these professional jobs... Giving the illusion that these are the 'good' jobs... Thus, all the kids and those growing up have dreams to be a doctor, lawyer, engineer, accountant, etc etc... But what actually is their passion ???
Shouldn't we dream to become something we're passionate about? Because of the mentality and the upbringing in our culture and society, we've grown to believe that only those people who work as professionals are 'smart' and have 'good' job... If ever you tell a person that you're working as a dancer or a photographer or a designer or etc etc, automatically the perception is that these are 'common' job, unstable job, job that don't really need intelligence, a waste of time, etc etc... BUT sometimes, these are the people whom we should look up to... They are the ones who have the courage to 'work their passion'... True, there are some that takes this kinda job cause it's easy, but most of the time its cause of PASSION... They are living their own dream... How many of the professionals, doctors and lawyers and engineers and others, are actually living their dreams? Living their passion? I daresay, my own opinion, less than 50% are actually living their dream or doing what they really are passionate about... They are actually living up to the society's standard of a good job, living up to other people's dreams... Frequently, any kid who voice out that they wanna pursue their passion will not be taken seriously by their parents... It will just be laughed off as a joke and that person goes back to living the dreams planted by others...
Why am I taking Masters ??? Partly it's really cause I feel I needed the cert to get a better job with a better pay when I step into the working world... The other part ??? I wanted to try and be part time photographer while doing masters... My own photography business... My passion... Want to try living my dream for a period of time before falling back into the real world and picking up dreams planted by everyone and anyone around me...
Living my dream?
Angel
